There is a place inside you that is completely still.
As a child, by instinct. Through nature, across a lifetime. Through profound experiences that opened doors words can barely describe. And finally — without warning, without choice — through a near-death experience that took everything. His sense of self. His surroundings. The people he loved most. Christian has been to the absolute edge of existence and returned, more than once. These sessions are offered from that place.
“Stillness is nothing, but is everything — with unstoppable beauty and love. It’s your soul seeing into the universe.”
Introductory session
$110.00
Your first session is offered at an introductory rate — a chance to experience the work before committing to a deeper journey. You'll be guided gently into stillness, learning to feel the gap in thought and to listen with your body rather than your mind. No experience needed. Just a willingness to be present.
3-session package
$550.00
Three in-person sessions that give you the space to go genuinely deeper. Most people begin to feel real shift around the second or third session — this package is designed to take you there. Includes your Green Mind Meditations welcome kit: a t-shirt, meditation chair, and eye mask — simple tools to help you create the right set and setting wherever you sit.
6-week immersion journey
$1,550.00
Six weekly sessions of 1.5 hours each — the deepest and most transformative offering. Over six weeks you will go progressively further into stillness, presence and conscious awareness. Includes your welcome kit for in person sessions.
Three gateways. The same place.
At four years old, Christian was already slipping away to somewhere else. In the cubby house at kindergarten, alone in the garden, then later at a 100-year-old tree he would walk to in the dark at 3am — he was visiting a place of complete stillness, total belonging, and a knowledge that surpassed anything the ordinary world could teach him. He didn't have a name for it. He didn't need one.
That continued across his whole life — through nature, through solitude, and later through profound experiences that took him even deeper. Each time, he returned with more. Each time, the map became clearer.
Then in October 2025, without warning, his brain turned against him. Encephalitis — a severe inflammation that hospitalised him for a week and left him, for a time, without a self. He didn't know who he was. He didn't know where he was. He didn't recognise his wife standing beside him. The dissolution that he had always chosen, voluntarily, gently — happened to him all at once, violently, and with no guarantee of return.
He came back. But coming back took months. Speech therapy to relearn the words. Physical therapy to rebuild the body. Cognitive rehabilitation to restore memory and processing that the inflammation had fractured. For months he couldn't drive. The ordinary life he had moved through with such ease — the one he had always been able to step out of and back into — was no longer there to return to. He had to rebuild it, piece by piece, from the inside out.
He came back. And for the first time, medicine had given a name to what he had always known from the inside — that the self is not fixed, not permanent, and not the whole story. That near-death experience didn't change what he carries. It simply made it impossible to keep quiet about any longer.
He has also sat with grief — the loss of his father, his best friend and cousin, and a beloved pet of fifteen years — and rather than turning away, moved toward each one. He has said that's where you learn the most. Right up close. With it.
He has since completed the core units of the Certificate in Guiding and Teaching Meditation through the Australian Centre for Meditation and Mindfulness — the formal training that brought structure to what he has always known, and the final step that confirmed what he was already ready to share.
Finding your way home after a profound experience
When someone has a profound experience — whether through a spontaneous awakening, a near-death event, or something that took them far beyond the ordinary — the experience itself is rarely the hardest part. What comes after is.
Christian has made that return more times than he can count. He is not a therapist. He has no clinical training. What he has is something that cannot be studied or credentialed — a lifetime of direct experience with dissolution and return, across every possible gateway, including the one that almost didn't bring him back.
These sessions are for people who have had their own profound or awakening experiences and are looking for a grounded, experienced presence to sit alongside them. Christian does not facilitate, advise on, or have any involvement with any substances. He offers companionship and meditation support — not answers, not therapy, not a cure. Simply an open, informed presence.
What a session feels like
01 You arrive as you are. No preparation needed. No right or wrong way to feel. Christian meets you where you are — busy mind, tired, uncertain. There is nothing to perform and nothing to achieve.
02 Nothing is fixed or force. These sessions don't follow a script. Christian sits with you in stillness and presence — following what's there, not imposing a direction. Some people find the noise settles. Some don't, and that's fine too.
03 Feeling over thinking. The invitation is to move away from analysing the experience and toward simply being with it — in the body, in the breath, in the quiet. Christian holds that space without judgement.
04 No promises, no prescription. Christian isn't a therapist and these aren't therapy sessions. He's someone who has walked difficult and expansive inner terrain himself, and offers his presence — nothing more, nothing less.